Post by Papi El Sueno on Sept 14, 2012 10:45:23 GMT -5
This is going in the announcement section as it is an important announcement, but at the same time - I am kind of venting here and letting some things off my chest. I have been thinking about this on and off for the last few weeks, and in light of some things happening. I think now is the time to really bring this about.
Ever since Wrestle Extravaganza II, I have been feeling that things on my end have been stagnant. Like others tell me I'm doing fine but I feel I could be doing a lot better as the head of this ship. I feel like I'm slipping, losing sight of things I'm normally on top of and everything that has gone on both here and in real life is one big rollercoaster and I feel like I'm completely off my game. To be more blunt with it, I'm in a very weird slump and I just haven't really been as proactive as I have been and when I have time to really think to myself, I keep asking myself the question "what can I do as a fed head to make this place bigger than it is?" "What are we doing wrong to not have a larger roster of guys (note: the amount of guys and girls we currently have is at a good set but I feel we could be doing better)?" You know, stuff like that.
Back to the point of this thread. I feel like on my side of things, I could use some help. Match-writing situation is fine for what it is at the moment, but what I mean by help - is helping me judge matches (I would definitely love a second and third opinion), something on the recruiting end (I could also use some roster members sell potential members on why to join and all that), or something just to relieve me of something.
For pretty much the entire tenure of this fed, I have done it all myself (for whatever reason that is) and I believe it's time for me to stop that shit. I'm more than willing to assemble a more solid staff (more like giving some responsibilities and all that instead of landing it all on myself). I have been missing some of the free agent listings over on RoughKut and the other e-fed communities and I could use the help on that front. So if anybody wants to help me with that, it would be extremely helpful.
So basically... I'm asking for help in anyway, shape or form as well as letting some shit off my chest. This isn't a sudden thing, it's been on my mind for the past month now and I feel it's necessary to do this before this slump gets worse and there's no way out of it.
Sorry I rambled a little bit but this is my feelings as a whole.
FYI - This isn't a new thing I've had to deal with. I thought a lot of it in the first run of PCW but haven't faced this type of problem in this run. I have been doing this for a really long time and I have operated feds before, but this fed holds a special place in my heart and I feel along with this place, I have learned some things and grown as a person. I love PCW for all eternity, I love the hell out of each and every person who is on the roster, love the staff members and just have love for this place in general. It's home to me. I know we do this for fun and it's a hobby that we have all grown to love throughout our time here (and sometimes can't get away from it), and sometimes we get the feelings that we shouldn't be doing it but we do it out of love. I know these feelings are gonna pass over with time. I am aware of it, but how to deal with it is another thing?
Anyways, thank you guys for allowing me to rant. I apologize if it's extremely long, but I had to get all of this off my chest. Carry on with your day and reply in this thread.
Ever since Wrestle Extravaganza II, I have been feeling that things on my end have been stagnant. Like others tell me I'm doing fine but I feel I could be doing a lot better as the head of this ship. I feel like I'm slipping, losing sight of things I'm normally on top of and everything that has gone on both here and in real life is one big rollercoaster and I feel like I'm completely off my game. To be more blunt with it, I'm in a very weird slump and I just haven't really been as proactive as I have been and when I have time to really think to myself, I keep asking myself the question "what can I do as a fed head to make this place bigger than it is?" "What are we doing wrong to not have a larger roster of guys (note: the amount of guys and girls we currently have is at a good set but I feel we could be doing better)?" You know, stuff like that.
Back to the point of this thread. I feel like on my side of things, I could use some help. Match-writing situation is fine for what it is at the moment, but what I mean by help - is helping me judge matches (I would definitely love a second and third opinion), something on the recruiting end (I could also use some roster members sell potential members on why to join and all that), or something just to relieve me of something.
For pretty much the entire tenure of this fed, I have done it all myself (for whatever reason that is) and I believe it's time for me to stop that shit. I'm more than willing to assemble a more solid staff (more like giving some responsibilities and all that instead of landing it all on myself). I have been missing some of the free agent listings over on RoughKut and the other e-fed communities and I could use the help on that front. So if anybody wants to help me with that, it would be extremely helpful.
So basically... I'm asking for help in anyway, shape or form as well as letting some shit off my chest. This isn't a sudden thing, it's been on my mind for the past month now and I feel it's necessary to do this before this slump gets worse and there's no way out of it.
Sorry I rambled a little bit but this is my feelings as a whole.
FYI - This isn't a new thing I've had to deal with. I thought a lot of it in the first run of PCW but haven't faced this type of problem in this run. I have been doing this for a really long time and I have operated feds before, but this fed holds a special place in my heart and I feel along with this place, I have learned some things and grown as a person. I love PCW for all eternity, I love the hell out of each and every person who is on the roster, love the staff members and just have love for this place in general. It's home to me. I know we do this for fun and it's a hobby that we have all grown to love throughout our time here (and sometimes can't get away from it), and sometimes we get the feelings that we shouldn't be doing it but we do it out of love. I know these feelings are gonna pass over with time. I am aware of it, but how to deal with it is another thing?
Anyways, thank you guys for allowing me to rant. I apologize if it's extremely long, but I had to get all of this off my chest. Carry on with your day and reply in this thread.