Change

[Mya]

If you would attain to what you are not yet, you must always be displeased by what you are. For where you are pleased with yourself there you have remained. Keep adding, keep walking, keep advancing.

~Saint Augustine

I am pretty sure that I am advancing in what I learn. Don't get me wrong, I liked who I was but who I was, was not winning matches. Who I am now is giving me a leg up on my opponents.

Which is why I am adding it to what I learn, advancing to the next level in my training. Struggle for Power is where I show just how far I have advanced as I fight in the Battlefield match.

I sigh as it is another late night of training as everyone around me has left and I got the gym to myself. I am currently doing pushups when I hear the door open and a familar voice.

Voice- I had a feeling I would find you here.

I roll my eyes but continue to work out as I respond me.

Mya- What do you want Ian?

Ian- Is that any way to speak to your father?

Mya- And I know that your my father how Ian? Because you said so. Not really falling for that. So if there is something that you want, please share and then leave.

Ian- You believe I am playing you?

Mya- Pretty much. Look I don't have time to deal with your bull right now, I got an important match I am getting ready for and that I want to win and dominate in. One of the men I am facing happens to be my boyfriend.

Ian- Fine, I will return with proof then.

Ian walks out of the gym as I continue my training as the counting that I was doing in my head I am now saying out loud as the camera fades out.

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3 hours later, a little after midnight, I enter the house. Shutting the door, I am about to go up the steps to the room I was using when I see Syn reading a book. Of course this catches my interest because I rarely see Syn as it is. I stop at the door to the living room as I watch.

Mya- I wasn't expecting you to be waiting up for me, usually that is Kai.

Syn places the book down and looks at Mya, his face hidden from view by the dark colored hoodie he was wearing.

Syn- Did you have fun, Miss Denton?

Mya- I was training for my match. Fun is out the window when I get in that zone.

Syn- Ah I see, but who did you spend the rest of the day with, hmm?

I blush is response as I lean against the door frame.

Mya- I do enjoy spending time with your brother but I do have a feeling that you want to speak with me or yet you would not have bothered to wait for me to return.

Syn- Mya, we both know I'm not talking about my little brother

Mya- Then who are you referring to?

Syn- Then man who claims to be your father.

Mya- Ian? What about him?

Syn- Mya...he isn't your father.

I look down as I had this feeling for awhile which is why I don't tend to get close to many. I take a deep breath as I always figured there was a reason this guy came and I prayed that I was wrong when I ask the next question.

Mya- Did you hire him?

Syn- Around when I first aquired you, yes. But with everything that had happened, it slipped my mind to fire him.

Mya- Why did you do that?

Syn- I was trying to break you mentally at the time, as you recall.

Mya- *sighing* He showed up tonight again.

Syn- I know

Mya- So what do you suggest?

Syn- Allow me to handle it.

Mya- Whatever you want.

I pick up my workout bag as I about to go upstairs.

Syn- Oh, and Mya....I apologize for this.

I freeze as I turn looking at him with a shocked look on my face.

Mya- Wait..did the earth just stop moving, you actually just apologized?

Syn- One more remark and I'll make you train with me instead of Kai.

I hold my hands up in surrender as I turn and make my way up to my room as I take another deep breath as I put my bag down before getting ready to crash for the night and the camera fading out.

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You see what you get is change. Change can be good but yet it can also be bad. In a way you have to roll with it. It's like throwing a punch, if you don't follow through then it is not going to help you out in the long run. Change is like that. You have to change if you want to succeed. You have to change because what you are doing isn't working at the current time. What I am doing, is not working. So there for change needs to happen. It will happen, it will get better, it will get me wins.

I need wins if I want to prove that I am to be taken serious here in PCW. It is my power struggle which is ironically the name of the ppv. I have many to go through to gain the shot at the title. To continue to climb the ladder and be where I want to be. The Battlefield is drawn and the army of others await to be taken down one by one by one. Trust is going to have to go out the window. It can't be kept. I know in my heart that I can trust Kai but he wants to be at the top to. At the end it is survial of the fittest and if I need to take him and Jay Thunder out then so be it.

The rest will fall before my feet as I will be like a one woman assult team. This is going to be hell in the making. Change needs to happen though and if I need to go through hell to do so then it will indeed happen. Sorry ladies and gentlemen but the new Mya Denton is about to come onto the scene and take over for good.