Post by Mya on Jul 16, 2013 16:57:37 GMT -5
Been out from under who I am
And who I want to be
Held you tightly in my hands
Why are we unraveling
Was it me, will you come to my rescue
Or did I push to far when I turned my back on you
~”Salvation” by Skillet
That is what I was right now. I was very confused. Why did I go with Smith? Why did I let him kiss me? Why didn’t I fight him off? There are so many questions that are currently going through my head. The main one was how did I feel about Kai? I still love him and I always will, which is why I am currently on my cell phone dialing his cell for like the 20th time but like the other 19 times it goes to his voice mail as I sigh.
Mya- Hey Kai, it’s me again. Please call me back.
I hang up my cell as I put down my cell and look out my window overlooking the Chicago skyline. I have been up for most of the night, the last few nights to be in fact. It is always the same question that comes in my mind. Who is it that I want? Smith or Kai?
I never get the answer I want cause in the end someone is going to get hurt or not get the answer that they want. To be honest I don’t know who I want. Both men are great guys, both skilled at what they do in this sport, both are great looking, both are caring. So what is my problem?
I had to stop sweating this. I didn’t do anything wrong the night I hung out with Smith. We drank, that is all. I went to sleep and woke fully dressed. I told Kai this in one of the messages that I left him. I know in my heart that nothing went down. I have remained completely faithful to him but even I shouldn’t have to wait forever for Kai to come around.
Smith left a few hours ago after spending the week with me. Something about going back to Toronto and taking care of business. The door bell rings as I jump to my senses before going over to answer it. The camera now notices that I am dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. I walk over answering it as it is Monica Garcia, dressed in a white dress shirt and a gray pinstripe skirt, as she smiles at me. I smile back letting her and the camera crew in. 10 minutes later I am sitting in front of Monica as the camera is turned on.
Monica Garcia- Ladies and Gentlemen, I am Monica Garcia and this is a PCW exclusive. The last few weeks there has been talk about Smith Jones and Mya Denton and I plan on getting to the bottom of this as I sit right now with Mya herself. First thank you Mya for allowing us in your home.
Mya- No thanks needed Monica.
Monica- Let’s get right down to it Mya. Like I said in the opening, what is really going on with you and Smith Jones?
Mya- I’ve been asking myself the same question Monica. Right now, nothing is going on. We are simply friends. I am very much still in love with Kai.
Monica- Ok well what about that kiss that happened between Smith and you at the end of the last Rapture?
Mya- That took me completely by surprise and I would be a fool it I didn’t say that it didn’t mean anything. Other than the kiss nothing happened Monica and that is where I am going to leave it at.
Monica- There is pretty much a poll going on with who you are going to end up with, Smith or Kai?
Mya- The fans are right now trying to determine my love life, which they can’t. I am not saying that this is fair for Kai or Smith for that matter. This isn’t fair to me either but whatever is going to happen is meant to happen.
Monica- Let’s move onto your match against Brytain, who has seemed to add her to sense into this controversy?
Mya- Brytain likes to push people’s buttons and puts her nose in where it doesn’t belong. Just because she is married to Syn doesn’t give her the right to judge me. To assume that what is happening with Smith and I has anything to do with her. Yes, Smith wants her title. Maybe this is his whole plan, to play me to get in her head. I don’t know nor do I care but Brytain needs to keep her focus on who is in front of her this week and that is me. If she doesn’t, then I guess that little nose is going to get broken off.
Monica- We’ve seen the exchanges between Smith and Brytain on twitter. Brytain is threatening to hurt you if Smith doesn’t take his rightful shot?
Mya- *chuckles* You know I find that funny. That Brytain thinks I am just going to take a beating and not fight back. I have proved time and time again that I am a fighter. I wouldn’t be in PCW if I wasn’t. Brytain’s threats are empty and she may believe in her head that she is going to take me out and get what she wants. To get the attention of Smith, but that isn’t going to happen. I am out to show the world that Brytain is a liar and in time that title of hers is not going to be her title for much longer.
In fact I think Brytain should concentrate on the task at hand and that is me. I am standing right in front of her. I am not running like a scared child. I am not sweating her. She’s another female wrestler and I plan on taking her out. Much like she is going to do to me. Like I said though Monica, I fight back so the question to her is what is she going to do when I don’t just lie down for her? When I hit her twice as hard as she is going to hit me?
Monica- That is a very good question Mya. Do you consider this your toughest fight you ever had?
Mya- Every fight that I have is tough but like I said before, I am not in that ring to just lie down. If I wanted an easy profession I would have become a stripper or something. This is what I love to do and if I was given a $1 for every wrestler that threatened to take me out, I be retired by now.
Monica- Mya, thank you again for letting me come in today and good luck at Rapture in your match.
Monica reaches out and shakes my hand. I return the hand shake and give her a smile.
Mya- Thank you Monica for coming and letting me lay this issue to rest.
I stand up as Monica and I continue to talk to each other as the camera begins to fade out as she is currently asking me a few off the camera questions as I give her a few short answer. 20 minutes later and Monica and the camera crew are leaving as I shut the door and put my head by it as I take a deep breath and shut my eyes. This was just a first, this is not going to go away anytime soon. Let's just hope that I am indeed strong enough to take what is to come.
And who I want to be
Held you tightly in my hands
Why are we unraveling
Was it me, will you come to my rescue
Or did I push to far when I turned my back on you
~”Salvation” by Skillet
That is what I was right now. I was very confused. Why did I go with Smith? Why did I let him kiss me? Why didn’t I fight him off? There are so many questions that are currently going through my head. The main one was how did I feel about Kai? I still love him and I always will, which is why I am currently on my cell phone dialing his cell for like the 20th time but like the other 19 times it goes to his voice mail as I sigh.
Mya- Hey Kai, it’s me again. Please call me back.
I hang up my cell as I put down my cell and look out my window overlooking the Chicago skyline. I have been up for most of the night, the last few nights to be in fact. It is always the same question that comes in my mind. Who is it that I want? Smith or Kai?
I never get the answer I want cause in the end someone is going to get hurt or not get the answer that they want. To be honest I don’t know who I want. Both men are great guys, both skilled at what they do in this sport, both are great looking, both are caring. So what is my problem?
I had to stop sweating this. I didn’t do anything wrong the night I hung out with Smith. We drank, that is all. I went to sleep and woke fully dressed. I told Kai this in one of the messages that I left him. I know in my heart that nothing went down. I have remained completely faithful to him but even I shouldn’t have to wait forever for Kai to come around.
Smith left a few hours ago after spending the week with me. Something about going back to Toronto and taking care of business. The door bell rings as I jump to my senses before going over to answer it. The camera now notices that I am dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. I walk over answering it as it is Monica Garcia, dressed in a white dress shirt and a gray pinstripe skirt, as she smiles at me. I smile back letting her and the camera crew in. 10 minutes later I am sitting in front of Monica as the camera is turned on.
Monica Garcia- Ladies and Gentlemen, I am Monica Garcia and this is a PCW exclusive. The last few weeks there has been talk about Smith Jones and Mya Denton and I plan on getting to the bottom of this as I sit right now with Mya herself. First thank you Mya for allowing us in your home.
Mya- No thanks needed Monica.
Monica- Let’s get right down to it Mya. Like I said in the opening, what is really going on with you and Smith Jones?
Mya- I’ve been asking myself the same question Monica. Right now, nothing is going on. We are simply friends. I am very much still in love with Kai.
Monica- Ok well what about that kiss that happened between Smith and you at the end of the last Rapture?
Mya- That took me completely by surprise and I would be a fool it I didn’t say that it didn’t mean anything. Other than the kiss nothing happened Monica and that is where I am going to leave it at.
Monica- There is pretty much a poll going on with who you are going to end up with, Smith or Kai?
Mya- The fans are right now trying to determine my love life, which they can’t. I am not saying that this is fair for Kai or Smith for that matter. This isn’t fair to me either but whatever is going to happen is meant to happen.
Monica- Let’s move onto your match against Brytain, who has seemed to add her to sense into this controversy?
Mya- Brytain likes to push people’s buttons and puts her nose in where it doesn’t belong. Just because she is married to Syn doesn’t give her the right to judge me. To assume that what is happening with Smith and I has anything to do with her. Yes, Smith wants her title. Maybe this is his whole plan, to play me to get in her head. I don’t know nor do I care but Brytain needs to keep her focus on who is in front of her this week and that is me. If she doesn’t, then I guess that little nose is going to get broken off.
Monica- We’ve seen the exchanges between Smith and Brytain on twitter. Brytain is threatening to hurt you if Smith doesn’t take his rightful shot?
Mya- *chuckles* You know I find that funny. That Brytain thinks I am just going to take a beating and not fight back. I have proved time and time again that I am a fighter. I wouldn’t be in PCW if I wasn’t. Brytain’s threats are empty and she may believe in her head that she is going to take me out and get what she wants. To get the attention of Smith, but that isn’t going to happen. I am out to show the world that Brytain is a liar and in time that title of hers is not going to be her title for much longer.
In fact I think Brytain should concentrate on the task at hand and that is me. I am standing right in front of her. I am not running like a scared child. I am not sweating her. She’s another female wrestler and I plan on taking her out. Much like she is going to do to me. Like I said though Monica, I fight back so the question to her is what is she going to do when I don’t just lie down for her? When I hit her twice as hard as she is going to hit me?
Monica- That is a very good question Mya. Do you consider this your toughest fight you ever had?
Mya- Every fight that I have is tough but like I said before, I am not in that ring to just lie down. If I wanted an easy profession I would have become a stripper or something. This is what I love to do and if I was given a $1 for every wrestler that threatened to take me out, I be retired by now.
Monica- Mya, thank you again for letting me come in today and good luck at Rapture in your match.
Monica reaches out and shakes my hand. I return the hand shake and give her a smile.
Mya- Thank you Monica for coming and letting me lay this issue to rest.
I stand up as Monica and I continue to talk to each other as the camera begins to fade out as she is currently asking me a few off the camera questions as I give her a few short answer. 20 minutes later and Monica and the camera crew are leaving as I shut the door and put my head by it as I take a deep breath and shut my eyes. This was just a first, this is not going to go away anytime soon. Let's just hope that I am indeed strong enough to take what is to come.